So, I know I haven't updated in a really long time. I doubt anyone really reads this anyway. I guess it's just a place to put my thoughts now.
Whats been new with me?: I miss poland. I miss having my head on my shoulders. I miss when all I cared about was skinned knees, not BROKEN hearts. I miss having a million and one friends, all of who i could relate to; not ones that hardly talk about problem. We didn't have problems then. I miss when it didn't matter what school you went to- we all went to the same one. I miss when i didn't have to worry about school at all. It was all taken care of. I miss when I could depend on my dad to take care of everything. I miss when I didn't have to worry about how i'm going to pay for this; mommy and daddy paid for everything. I miss when the only thing my dad cared about was grades: no long weekends on physics. no criticism about how i'm fat and can't do anything in life because i fail. I miss when I woke up rested. I miss when my weekends were free for long days of tag and basketball. I miss the care free lifestyle i had in poland. I miss knowing what i want to do with my life, where i want to go, and who would be there forever.
I have alot to write about. But I just don't know how to put it into words. I'm worried, really worried about next year. What a loser I am for going to MCC. I know. But if I pay, I feel like i can accomplish something. Also, what if i DO go to Poland next summer? and EVERYTHINGS changed. What if Jackie and I get into a big fight, or everyone hates me. What if my friends don't like me next year. What if nothing works out the way I plan it to??
Well, it's almost the end of carts, the only time I get to go online like ever....

Pictures:
Me and Jackie in Princeton


Princeton is beautiful


Princeton tiger:


Bal maturalny, with Jackie and Magda on stage


Me and Jackie at bal


My baby honda


The future: